I know, half of the month has passed by already. Sorry about that.
Long story short, I’m not feelin’ bloggin’ at the moment. I’m even doing a terrible job responding to comments.
There are a lot of reasons, but the main culprits would be:
- Weak mental health (leading to mood swings and a lack of confidence)
- Aforementioned insecurities in turn make me not want to write anything
- Too many competing interests
- General fatigue (i.e. work. I literally drive my brother everywhere so I tires me out, too)
So I’m going to have to try to find inner peace or something. Because right now I don’t feel great and those sort of emotions have a way of trickling into your writing, like how blobs of ink from a leaky pen can potentially mark your sleeves when you’re a damn office jockey, if you’re not careful.
At any case, I’m going to aim for maybe two posts per week. After giving it some thought, I’m actually not that interested in the Spring 2019 anime season, which gives me more time to pursue other things (as long as I don’t let myself get tied down, but depression isn’t a fucking faucet you can easily turn off at will).
No guarantees anything else will come out this week, though.
We’ll see. A Fool can only stay hopeful for so long.
Thank you for reading.